1. |
Despair Walk With Me
05:42
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-Despair walk with me-
There is no reason
To hold on
If the despair grows
Too strong
This bed will be my grave
despair carves my name
On the tombstone of shame
even rain can't wash it away
When my heart no longer beats
Bury me in concrete
six feet under
you have to keep that promise
Death please release me
From this endless misery
Hide me from that light I see
Which casts a shadow of despair behind me
If life is not an option
Then death will be the solution
This is my self pollution
In this room
Where the air is full of gloom
I saw you through the only window
Cotton life suffocated you with her pillow
I know I have to get out
But I'm too tired to even try
Despair will always walk with me
Like the shadow that lies behind me
Despair walk with me
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2. |
Fading To Grey
04:41
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-Fading to grey-
Every morning feels the same
I don't want to wake up
And face the new day
I will fuck it up anyway
I will fuck up everything
I'm worthless human being
When slowly fading to grey
I have never been alone
When I've had my friend alcohol
He sings me sweet songs
About tomorrow
Tomorrow will be grey
It will be the day
When all hope fades away
I am too tired to weep
so I want to bleed
Rozorblade will be my relief
Please release me
From this never ending pain
Why it always has to rain
There were something wrong with my eyes
I was blind to your lies
You told me everything will be just fine
Everything will be all right
I believed you
Like a fucking fool
Why I believed you
Razorblade
take me away
from this wicked game
I am too tired to play
When the days are pale
I just want to fade to grey
Streets are filled with steps
Life equals death
Hold my hand just for a while
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3. |
Can't Forget
02:23
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4. |
Loneliness
07:06
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-Loneliness-
Disapointment after an other
It has always been a battle
To kill this loneliness around me
I am so sad human being
I built this shell all by my self
But now it has become my hell
Once I called this place home
Before it devoured my soul
Someone help me to get through
All this sorrow and gloom
When surounded by emptiness
I have to find comfort in loneliness
Sometimes empty room scares me more
Than when it's full of whores
Without them the things I've done
Won't survive after I'm gone
Inspiration has allways been my friend
Even she created this hell
And wanted to own me completely
When I wanted to see others freely
There is nothing I can do
Without losing my sanity too
Its hard to please us both
When I hold the end of the rope
The day when all hope dies
I swallow the pills and drink the wine
I'm already hanging at the end of the rope
So it's not that hard to let go
Once I listened to the old man
When he told to me that
What doesn't kill, makes us weak
And leaves us incomplete
Loneliness
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5. |
Brobacka
02:23
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