1. |
Häkä
05:20
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Häkä
Headache
Because of heartache
Dizziness
Because of loneliness
Vomit
When I commit
Hallucination
Because of my fixation
Häkämyrkytys
Like a noose
Around my neck
As I embrace the death
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2. |
Treadmill
04:42
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-Treadmill-
Another workday behind
Don't know how much left
Same pointless grind
I feel oppressed
I am paralyzed
can't feel molested
This feeling can't be defined
I am stressed
Frame of mind
I am obsessed
To stay inline
Can't see progress
Grey parts are twined
and pressed against my chest
I am colour blind
Was this my big quest
Or is there something else to find
Something unprossessed
Can I leave this all behind
to be dispossessed
Will I find the peace of mind
Do I even pass the test
If I wander blind
I can finally rest
I want off this treadmill
Life has come to a standstill
No will to live anymore
Underpass bridge
Ditches me into suburbain grey
On my way to work I see
The jerk who has never been sober
Lower can't get in life
But still I want to be like him
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3. |
Abigail
03:57
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-Abigail-
This concrete hell is my home
I scream for help but there's no echo
I only see neighbour's beaten wife
Dead look in her eyes
She's beautiful as this lie
When I see her walking by
But his man, a peace of shit
I hope he chokes in his own vomit
But why do I even care
Maybe I relate to her despair
Maybe I love her
Maybe she reminds that life is unfair
3th day this week
When I slap my self on the cheek
To feel something real
3th day this week
When I wish I would be unique
somekind of a freak
3th day this week
When I try to speak
But it's only squeak
3th day this week
When I feel week
Like an antique vase
... and it's only wednesday
I keep living in the past
Realist but abstract
I once asked myself
Why to let the pain last
That question has stuck into my mind
and keeps me awake at nights
While I listen to neighbours' fight
But I'm no white knight
I can't offer her more
Not the love she is looking for
My life is torn apart
and I'm too worn out
And she doesn't even know I exist
Like I'm fallen into abyss
Unable to assist her
To slit her wrist
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4. |
Anxiety
04:32
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-Anxiety-
I try to deny
but my mind is weak
Hanging rope is tied
This life was bleak
I am lost inside
This is the final peak
Theres nothing to seek for
Anxiety misguided me
Back into my shell
Others denied me
Like an infidel
Loneliness drained me
so darkness could swell
And I fell deeper and deeper
Shy personality
Chains of normality
Took my vitality
And individuality
Alone in a corner
Is there something better
Anxiety grows stronger
As I get older
I have tried to brake free
but Alcohol couldn't help me
It has to be me
Who turns the key
And opens the door
for every whore
Who wants to hear my uproar
and after this war
They stay for encore
and I'm not alone anymore
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